olaa..
here comes another friday..douhhh.. tak sabar nak tunggu weekend ni. takyah lagi kene bgn awal..huh..
skang ni aku sensorang je kat opis. has, shah, nazrun.. sume pegi umah kak..apa ek nama akak tu..hehe.. aku tak penah jumpe akak ni lagi.cuti bersalin. so i assume sampai petang la aku sangap sensorang kat opis ni. tapi td cik azman jumpe aku.. "ari ni u lunch ngan i ar.. saya banje.." wuuhuu.. mkn free..ahahah.. butden for sure rasa akward nye kalau aku makan berdua.. dahla jarang borak.. minta2 cik shahrul ikut la sekali ek.takdela aku mati kutu nnti.
A lot of things to tell actually. but den..takpela.. malas plak nak ingt crite2 2-3 hari lepas ni. letih.. fizikal n mental torture. exhausted.. really exhausted.. but, from now on, i prefer to be silent, pasif.. silent is a great killer for me..it cah heal u and in a same time, it hurts u alot. but the inside me have imune to all thats hurt. so just let me keep the 'hurts' alone. aku mengaku yang all this time aku tipu diri aku.. aku cakap aku happy, tapi actually aku sikit pun tak happy. aku cakap aku tak boring, padahal gile babi nye bored. aku cakap aku tak ingat, padahal every seconds it'll across my mind. aku ,aku dengan gah ngaku yang aku ni kuat, but den i'm such a fragile little child.
arghh.. i hate my self...
haih~~ but den this is life..
make a choice and dont look back..