smile.. satisfaction.. so sweet.. tak tau camne nak diungkapkan lagi apa yg aku rasa mlm lepas dinner Ucity(Civil Eng club) tu. first and for most aku peri dan balik dinner tu dengan sangat happynye.accompany by Gadis, that night is one of the most memorable night i've ever had. so much fun, so much laugh, so much food (and dont forget, i won the BINGGO game..hehe) but the climaks of my happines is when Gadis see what I and Erin (also credit to Asma, Shiro and for most my lovely romate..huhu..acappp) had done tho gadis table.. a surprise for Gadis...

really2 thanks to erin.."wakenabeb" kite menjadi... bukan nilai hadiah yg aku nak banggakan, bukan effort surprise yang aku nak hebah2kan tapi satu je..satu je yg sangat2 aku harapkan.. senyuman dia...

here are some pictures from Ucity Nostalgia Nite..hehe.. a lot more to show..tp kang kalau paste sume..tak larat plak nak upload.. :)

I tried to be perfect

But nothing was worth it

I don't believe it makes me real

I'd thought it would be easy

But no one believes me

I left all the things that I said

If you believe it's in my soul

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm better if u are my own...

This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting

I don't know how it got so bad

Sometimes it's so crazy that nothing could save me

But i'm glad that i have u as my own..

No smile can colour up my life

No pain can tear me up

No word can draw my hearts

No song can dance my love

I have no words to draw up ur beauty

I'd say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know

That I'm dying to have u as my own

korang kenal siapa dia ni?

dan korang kenal tak mamat ni? diorang la ahmad dhani dan once.. huhu.. last monday i, gadis, acap, adik n mar went for Dewa showcase at astro..huu~~..puas hati perut ar orang kata..mana taknya.. tengok Dewa perform live.. dengan jarak yg sgt dekat.. most important..its free..huahua.. thanks to angah~ kire berbalas gak ar geram tak dapat gi konsert kat stadium merdeka..

this week become the exhausted one..starting from saturday, haziq's (Gadis youngest cousins) birthday party..best gle party tu..having a lot of lough, for sure la a lot of food..and a karaoke session until midnight..hehe..memang Gadis lepas geram ar time ni.. :P at this party, ingatkan aku kene buli ngan auntie n uncle Gadis, nasib baik.. memasing sibuk.. at last, Gadis balik yg kene buli ngan aku ..huahuahua..

on sunday, me and Gadis have some "little" shopping session..huhu.. little la sgt.. but i feel so happy, Gadis hav been a very good image advisor for me..bought some clothes for dinner @ practical.

actually, i'm just went back from borak panjang ngan Gadis..from 12 untill 5 in the morning la.. we talk almost about everything..aku senang sangat berborak dengan dia..just kesian je kat dia..ada klas kul 9..yg aku ni tade klas..huhu...

i've change alot in this 2 months..the way i talk, the way i think, and i'm glad wif my change. aku bnyk diexposekan wif 'adult' environment. the way an adult think, the way an adult facing their probs..thanks to Gadis, she tought me alot. althought sometimes my act was so childish, and thats make u feel like "bluekkk" i'm so sorry.. i need time. time to change, time to be 'someone'. i know i heart u a lot. always let u down, but just want u to know..i tak bermaksud langsung. kadang2 i tak perasan dat my react, the way i talk and what i talking about hurts u. i'm still a little boy dat need to learnt much2 more about dis world..and thanks..thank u very2 much for being here to holding my hands. :)

adik, me and gadis... :P

oh ye, aku gunting rambut lagi..laalaa~~

don't know apa yg aku rasa skang ni.. berdebar...gegel.. sume ada..tomorrow i'll be going for Gadis nephew birthday party..yeahh..memang la best kan..pergi party..tp yg buat berdebar nye.. surela kene jumpe parents dia ek..hehe.. takpe2..yakin boleh~ to Gadis, jgn buli i lebey2 k..huhu

palnning to go dewa 's concert after dat, but have to cancel. :(.. tp takpe.. as a replacement, kitorang dapat invitation tuk pergi "Dari Studio Satu bersama Dewa" kat astro. jgn jeles..muahaha. tq to angah.. and the best part is Gadis as my imej advisor akan teman kan i shopping
bli baju tuk praktikal..~best2
yesterday ada la kejadian tragis berlaku.. Gadis's darling pancit~.. boleh pukul 3 pagi kitorang berdua duduk menyangkung bukak tayar kat stesen petronas~.. kelam kabut gak la sebab dahla takde jack n allan key..terpaksa la call kitorang punye 'superwoman'. credit to erin n shida.. kalu tak tido celah pam minyak ar kitorang..

its a pleasure to see u happy~ seriesly... :)

dengan adanye pic ni, aku menyerahkan takhta 'pengedit pic paling terer' kepada Gadis.. :P

haih.. alot happend during this 2 days period..lot enough to hurt me..lots enough to make me smile..lots enough to make me grow up..when u love some one very much, make sure u are ready enough. ready to being hurt and ready to being in heaven..hehe.. dont take it for granted.. this is what we call life.. what makes the life is more sweet is the way u handle the sour one..
maybe i'm being to soft my my life..i admit it. i have a sindrom dat afraid on taing risk. i'm glad there are someone dat sudi accompany me to handle it. hopefully u'll stay beside me to take my hand and guide me. am i a week and 'bacul'? its up to all of u to judge me. me n my self only know how hard to drag myself in this moment.flip flop on motivation..confusing what am i needed right now..
thanks again.. thanks to 'S' bukan nama sebenar..:D yg tolong sekolah kan aku..u help me alot..seyesly..
n to "Gadis" .. u really meant sumthing for me...thank u..

still finding what this pic related wif my post...muahaha..Gadis ingt dia sorng pndi edit pic..laalaa~~:P

Galacticos in memory... sorry dear friends..i'm the one that should be blame for our losses..sorry...

laying back in my room wif nothing to do.. padahal a bunch of assignment, project need to be done..still assume takde pape nak buat..-sigh-.. my legs hurt again..this time is the worst ever..meleleh gak la darah kat pdg td..oh yeah..our team kalah lg..dats mean..its all over..all over for galacticos...

-haih-.. apa nak buat ni..laalaalaa~~